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Tuesday, April 29, 2008

hello tomorrow & the day after tomorrow,


There Won't Be school Tomorrow & The Day After Tomorrow! WEEEEETS~

Tuesday.
• definately hundred percnt i will FAIL my POA & CHEMISTRY mye lahh.
• re-do hair extentions again, then hair treatment then cut my fringe short.
• bought green contact lenses.
• math tuition-ed & home sweet home.

Monday.
• Mathematics mye, i don't know can pass anot lahh. zzz.
• History mye i swear that although i write alot, all is crap. zzz.
• after which, went to sk. studied. hehs.
• poa tuitioned.

Sunday.
• poa tuition-ed.
• HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMSENG. :}

Saturday.
• outing with 700plus pple to sentosa.
• celebrated kimseng birthday.
• played, then cabbed to bedok 85 market eat.
• cabbed back to ahma hse.
dor & yiling. :}
yiling & sinyi. :}
Friday.
• was dozing off during english paper2 mye lahh. zzz. sure fail one. D:
• physics paper2 mye was still okay lahh. hahas.
• english tuition-ed then math tuition-ed.
• lastly, home sweet home.

When you look me in the eyes
9:04:00 PM

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Lack Of Sleep,


Thursday.
• english was damn freaking slack lahh can. woooooos~
• lessons went well.
• after school met jeremy erzi & 21-ed to sk.
• waited for jianhao to come.
• walked to 2nd mama with him to fetch sinyi & feon back to sk. -,-
• yingying & co. were there already.
• played taiti & won 90cents from yingying & kimseng.
• went to bball court, they played bball.
• then dinner-ed at 739.
• eric came, studied physics.
• then went to void-deck with them & continued studying physics.
• after which, slacked & slacked.
• cabbed home & thanks eric for teacing me physics. :D

Wednesday.
• can't rmb what happened in school. =p
• after school went to meet baby. (((((:
• use com, slacked & slept.
• dinner-ed & ahgong came to fetch me home.
• tuition-ed.
• i love my boyfriend luhh!

When you look me in the eyes
8:42:00 PM

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Summary Of The Days Before,


Tuesday.
• raining like shit in the morning.
• thought i will be late, i was late lahh, but never record down. heng arhhhhhhh!
• Social Studies MYE paper in the morning. think can mian qiang de pass bahh. ;}
• Chinese MYE paper 2 after recess. slept in the middle, =x woke up to complete the paper with another 5mins to spare.
• Physics & Chemistry MYE practical after lunch break.
• i drew wrongly my physics graph, forgot to add decimal places on my graph. :{
• went for a puff with audrey.
• tuition-ed & home sweet home.

Monday.
• English paper 1 in the morning. think will be alright bahh.
• kaisheng passed me chinese dictionary. thanks alot man! :D
• Chinese paper 2 after recess. going to flunk it, don't ask me why. it just will.
• met eric & jiajun at SK after school.
• bus-ed to bedok inter then 31-ed to Simei ITE as jiajun wants to register for ITE.
• jiajun & me were like 'wahs! hen da lehhhhhh~' & 'eh! you escalator de sia!' & 'huhs! hai you dian ti de arhh.'
• jiajun & me helped eric to pluck white hair while waiting for the number.
• & finally we're done. 31-ed to tanah merah mrt. then mrt-ed to bugis. i plucked even more white hair for eric.
• ate at big bird.
• went to collect my couple ring! :DDDDDDDDDD
• went to street to buy eric's bag.
• mrt-ed back to eunos & 21-ed to ahma hse. & home sweet home.
• thanks eric for treating me eat wanton mee & drinks & ice-cream. somemore pay for my mrt fare & bus fare. ni zhen de hen jiang yi qi ohhhhhh~ ;} thanks lahh!

Saturday.
• tuition-ed in the morning.
• went to mac meet audrey at ard 2plus.
• studied social studies.
• went to bedok 500plus pick jeremy erzi up at ard 5.30.
• waited until 7.30plus then he end his councelling.
• yingying, sinyi, jiahao, xiao sebas & someone else pei-ed us wait for jeremy.
• walked back to SK, had a little chat with jeremy on the way.
• cycled sinyi all ard SK, was damn tired & sweaty lahh.
• went songka with them plus some other ones, i love how the air runs through my hair. ;}
• after which, slacked with jianhao, eric, kimseng, & yingying they all lahh.
• went back ahma hse after midnight. =x

DEARIE! I FREAKING MISS YOU LAHH. SHIT!

When you look me in the eyes
9:30:00 PM

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Happy Two Month Anni Boyfriend,


school went pretty well. had math remedial today. went to tenaga bball court meet weiheng awhile. then went to ahma hse bath & changed. then tenaga bball court with weiheng, weiqi & singhong. slacked abit. then went up to meet boyfriend. then cabbed to bugis. walked ard. bought couple ring. (: monday then can collect. -.- & boyfriend wanted to buy that hundred over plus diamond ring for me. after much persuading & coaxing, we went to another shop to buy. hahahs, save money. next time buy one super big one to propose to me eh! ;x bought a shirt. then cabbed home at 8.30. used boyfriend's nets to pay my cab fare. laughs!

boyfriend, i enjoyed the day spent with you. (: i like freaking missed you so mujch for the past 9 days. & can like finally meet you. hahas. love you oh-so-freaking much luhh. :D

When you look me in the eyes
9:09:00 PM

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

1 More Day Hubby,


slept during math & poa & humanities. i swear i was damn tired lahh can. late for school again. what the hell. one more time, suspension. hahas. everything else went well, i guess. after school, went school opposite meet whyhei & co. with weiheng. then weiheng went home, we went to mac meet yingying & co. ate at the market then 228-ed to sk. slacked & emo-ed & uno-ed. police came, but never screen us. yes lahh! because we no cigg & we playing uno. laughs! then ahgong came to fetch me home. bathed & changed & tuitioned. i'm tired.

its the 9th day without you dearest. i miss you effing lots. (: 11 o'clock faster come. ;}

When you look me in the eyes
8:48:00 PM

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

2 More Days Dear,


was late for school today (what the fuck luhh). zzz. school & blah blah. then went to mac then to sk slack. cabbed home. & going to bath now, i'm tired eh. 11 o'clock, faster come! ;]

When you look me in the eyes
7:41:00 PM

Monday, April 14, 2008

3 More Days Baby,


school was slack. had 6 free periods today. yay-ness! xD blackjack-ed opposite school with ernest & co. , after school. won 1dollar. hahas. then yinjie hse with francis & dexter erzi. majong-ed & dvd-ed. & mac-ed. then ribena-ed & pillow fighting. -.- then ahgong came to fetch me home. going to bath then tuition.

i'm running low on ciggarettes. ):

baby is working. i'm missing him like alot?! zzz. today is the 7th day without you. i love you honey. (:

When you look me in the eyes
7:11:00 PM

Sunday, April 13, 2008

4 More Days Love,




i rotted at home the whole of today. watched tv for half of the day & computer-ed for another half of the day. hahas. well, 2hrs went to poa tuition. hahas. dinner-ed with daddy at home. chilli crab. weets!
natalie stead. (:
i'm coughing & sneezing & sniffing like _!_. shit luhhhhhhhhhh. hope i get well sooooooooon! lols.
want a lollipop too? ;]
dearest boyfriend.
i feel us slowly drifting apart. i don't know why. maybe its because you're always too busy working to accompany me on the phone. or just plainly busy with your cabal. today is the 6th day i'm here without you. it seems like a living hell you know. hahas. baby, i just wish that you'll have much more time for me. if only, a day has 36hrs.. 12hrs for you to work & for me to study. another 12hrs for us to sleep. & the rest of the 12hrs for us to spend time tgt. wouldn't it be great? lols. shower me with your love & affections. pamper me like how you used to. i'm just so in love with you boy.

i coming to get you tonight! hahas.

they belong in storybooks.


When you look me in the eyes
9:02:00 PM

Saturday, April 12, 2008

5 More Days Baby,


shit lahh! i'm coughing like i'm suffering from tuberculosis. -,- shag lahh. think i need to cut down on my smoking luhh. & then i can't because ther's like soooo much stress? zzz.

81-ed to tampinese mall with sister to meet mummy. went to do her starhub thingy & then watched movie, definately maybe. okays, i rate it 3stars. (: the love story is like oh so complicated. its a must watch! i really wonder why movies, they like to make it until like soooo romantic. & then in the real world, there's no such romantic stuff. lols. saw natalie staed & co. chatted awhile then 22-ed back to ahma hse.

he called me while i was watching movie halfway. i swear i wish-ed i wasn't in the theatre at that time. because when i finished watching my show, he's busy already. zzz. now must wait until 11, when he finishes his work. i feel that later when i call him, can only talk awhile? & then his phone will no batt. then i must wait until don't know when then can talk to him. hais, how shag eh.
hello! mr lokeweixiong, do you know how much i'm missing you now? like a hell loads. do you know whats the feeling like? zzz. i bet you don't. i don't even think you're missing me as much as i'm missing you. fuck it! its been like 5 days without you already. crappppppps!
11 o' clock! faster come lahh!!!!!!! ):

When you look me in the eyes
10:17:00 PM

Friday, April 11, 2008

6 More Days Dearest,


i have something freaking important to announce!
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I HAVE NOTHING TO BLOG ABOUT. ROFL!

okay lahh, i'm seriously bored alright. i have no mood for studying or what-so-ever. i'm sick with the sniffing, sneezing & coughing. zzz.
tianloke, ben, ME, melvin.
school went well i guess? had one hour of recess. because math teacher had to do nafa test so he wanted the class to have an early recess then during our recess, he come & teach math. so guess what. he forgot our recess is 10.30, he thought it was 11. so he came at 11, which our 'recess' obviously ended. & poa teacher is on her way to the class. imagine how frustrated he is. LOL. i accidentally fell asleep during the last 10mins of poa. i swear, i'm really tired lahh! had chinese oral today, guess i won't do so well eh. whatever!

look at my kuku face! -.-

he is working now, i'm waiting for him to call. this kinda feeling is really unbearable lahh. snores. miss him like so much lahh can. its been 4 days since i last met him. i guess i can only meet him on next thursday. he had taken off next thursday & i have re-scheduled my tuitions. i just pray that there won't be any remedials next thursday though. hahs.
WX, tell me you love me & miss me alot alot. i can't seem to sense your love nor misses. well, it doesn't really matter though. i guess, as long as i love & miss you alot alot its enough eh? hahas. happy doing your things outside then. (:
i miss my mummy. ):
i miss my baby brother. ):
i miss my ah ma. ):
i miss my er gu. ):


When you look me in the eyes
9:43:00 PM

Thursday, April 10, 2008

7 More Days Honey,


• got back my history SEQ on japan, got 10 out of 25. ):
• math sucks. zzz.
• made a deal with daddy last night, if my mid year L1R5 20, he'll buy me a new com. yay-ness!
• baby is working.
• took 2hrs to come home from tuition, got drenched & it was freaking cold.
• shit my computer lahh! cannot play cabal. what the hell!
• i freaking love my boyfriend.
• life is soooooooo sian nowadays. smoking more than i'm supposed to. -.-

When you look me in the eyes
8:33:00 PM

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

I Need A New Computer,


because this computer is laggy when i'm playing cabal! ):

• _!_ i'm stiil at lvl 4.
• had SS SBQ on Northern Ireland today.
• was super tired during school, because i slept late last night.
• i'm gonna promise myself never to train my cabal until late in the night during a school night.
• baby is working now. (:
• he's lvl 109 or 110 already. shit!
• i'm missing him helly lots!

hey baby, you don't know how i feel. that sense of security is somehow still not there. i wish you can feel what i'm going through. i seriously think that the reason behind me playing cabal, is not because its fun. its because i wanna have the same interest as you. you don't seem to comprehend this. oh well, i wish you'll read this alright. pay more attention to me lahh.
no matter how hard i try, its as if i'm still lagging behind you. baby, why can't you slow down your steps & wait for me to catch up with you? like this, we can walk side by side, hand in hand. well, you never seem to understand what i truly want. honestly, i don't even seem to understand what i want. dearest boy, i want you to love me more than i love you. love me can?

When you look me in the eyes
7:04:00 PM

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

Whose That Fucker Who Stole My IC number?!


• school was sooo slack today. lols!
• oral was great, i think i passed lahh can.
• chatted with darling opposite school for like 1hr? its been a long time since we last talked like this. (:
• tuition was okay.
• i crave for fried bee hoon, but don't have. just ave to settle for hokkien mee.
• & FUCK!! WHICH PUBOR KIA USED MY IC NUMBER TO CREATE ACCOUNT?!?! KNN, NOW I CANNOT FUCKING CREATE MY OWN CABAL ACCOUNT LAHH! CCB! I'M OH-SO-ANGRY NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!

• BABY, i'm loving you more & more each day. i realized that i can't live without you eh! hehs.


When you look me in the eyes
7:40:00 PM

Monday, April 07, 2008

Hello Mid-Year-Exams,


• had NAPHA 5 items today. passed all except standing broadjump. ):
• mid year english oral is tmr.
• CABAL IS FUN! yes, its coming out from my mouth. :D weets~
• i wanna sleep but sister is still having tuition in MY room. CRAP~!

• lastly, LokeWeiXiong is my love, my soul & my everything. (:

When you look me in the eyes
10:14:00 PM

Sunday, April 06, 2008

Happy Birthday Daddy,


hello! woke up at ard 2plus? lols. i admit i'm pig lahh eh. hahas. hmms, tuition-ed at 3. then daddy came back. changed & went to SIA sth sth. daddy played football while me, sister, brother & maids went to the arcade in the clubhouse to play. then steamboat at novena there for dinner. then home sweet home. (: shall upload pictures some other time.

i refuse to admit the facts alright. i really don't. i've known her for 10yrs, since i was six, you've been tgt with her until now. & now you say things abt her like this. i know it is the truth, but i just don't want to face the truth. hais. & daddy, HAPPY BIRTHDAY. ILOVEYOU. (:

When you look me in the eyes
10:02:00 PM

Saturday, April 05, 2008

I Don't Look Underage,


hello! yesterday was probably the best time i ever had with mummy! (: i don't know know why eh. hahas. yesterday, was really angry with math teacher alright. he didn't say to do homework lahh. besides, even if he did, he knows i'm doing test, how in the world would i have been listening to him? zzz. talk-ed back to him & he said, if i not happy, can get out. fine lohh, walked out of class with audrey following behind. cam-whored outside classroom instead of reflecting. LOL. then 87-ed & 101-ed home. bath, change & everything then headed down to kovan. went to popular & then mac & then 136-ed to tuition. after tuition 135-ed down to parkway. met up with audrey, junle & james at the arcade. went cam-whoring since mummy is still busy. after they left, went back to find mummy. cabb-ed back her hse & changed. cabbed to clark quay. & then, two pubs i can't go in because the bouncers die also want see my IC! >: then we unknowingly went into one pub. the back door macham front door like that lohh, & no bouncers at the back door. rahhs. went inside to drink my carlsberg & had heart to heart talk with mummy.then smoked after our drink & cabbed home.
& freak lahh! i waited for cab for a freaking 30mins this morning. zzz. tuitioned then 136-ed home. bath & changed then cab down to bishan park, aramsa spa. then after everything, went acacia with sister to eat, then cabbed home.
hey baby, i miss you lahh can! i love you alot x effinity lahh! i cannot live without you. mwacks. (:

When you look me in the eyes
11:04:00 PM

Thursday, April 03, 2008

Mummy, I Miss You,


hello. i don't know why i'm blogging in point forms recently eh. hahas. okay, i'm weird! LOL. hmms, i suddenly realise that i miss mummy alot. i haven't been meeting her since like forever? well, i'll be meeting her tmr for dinner eh. (:

• CHF thinks its funny to blog abt him being hospitalised as april fool's joke. -.- i'm clever enough not to be deceived by him. lols.
• yesterday had, chinese & math & history test.
• scored 17 out of 40 for chinese. disappointed lahh can. zzz
• scored 14 out of 16 for math. still not so bad, at least no need go for remedials. :D
• i'm soooo tired lahh.
• it was raining cats & dogs in the afternoon & evening.
• met my hubby today. (:
• i love you dearest baby! :D

When you look me in the eyes
9:17:00 PM

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

Happy April Fools' Day,


• kena scam 2 times today. by dexter erzi & weiqi.
• firstly, s'pore cigg is now 20++ dollars & chiong cigg is 10++. secondly, eh, your skirt got something. -.-'''
• school was not good at all! i swear. >:
• early morning, was scolded shameless & blahblah by vp. _!_
• early afternoon, walk in & out of office to write that bloody statement. _!_
• after which, its beyond my limit, stormed outta school to find hubby. cried like shit. -.-
• then cabb-ed to anchorpoint with hubby to find daddy.
• chatted & they went out for smoke to leave me alone! zzz.
• add more extentions to my hair.
• jeremy erzi said that OM says i no cure, refer me go police, go girls home, don't want study, then he write the what police referral letter. ZZZ!
• daddy & hubby says that he have not even 0.1% of the right to send me go girls home.
• i realise i am in the wrong today, shall apologize to mr chua tmr. (:
• SenseOfSecurity, i'm still finding.
• i love my boyfriend tons & tons luhh! (:

When you look me in the eyes
8:00:00 PM