Wednesday, April 09, 2008
♥I Need A New Computer,
because this computer is laggy when i'm playing cabal! ):
• _!_ i'm stiil at lvl 4.
• had SS SBQ on Northern Ireland today.
• was super tired during school, because i slept late last night.
• i'm gonna promise myself never to train my cabal until late in the night during a school night.
• baby is working now. (:
• he's lvl 109 or 110 already. shit!
• i'm missing him helly lots!
hey baby, you don't know how i feel. that sense of security is somehow still not there. i wish you can feel what i'm going through. i seriously think that the reason behind me playing cabal, is not because its fun. its because i wanna have the same interest as you. you don't seem to comprehend this. oh well, i wish you'll read this alright. pay more attention to me lahh.
no matter how hard i try, its as if i'm still lagging behind you. baby, why can't you slow down your steps & wait for me to catch up with you? like this, we can walk side by side, hand in hand. well, you never seem to understand what i truly want. honestly, i don't even seem to understand what i want. dearest boy, i want you to love me more than i love you. love me can?
When you look me in the eyes
7:04:00 PM
