Tuesday, March 31, 2009
♥Deceit.
Wishlist. (Random lahh.)
- Zoo and night safari with GCWN. (I doubt he'll want to bring me there though. Cause its kinda stupid. -.-)
- Be super good friends with a vampire. (Maybe he'll change me into everything i'm not now. Just like the cullens. :B)
- Fly around the universe in a spaceship with aliens. (Hope they won't like try any funny experiments on me though. Hohos.)
- Money money money! (Nobody will think that money is enough, just like me. Hees.)
- Shopping shopping shopping! (Every girl would love that what!)
- Manicure and pedicure. (Its been awhile since i've done them.)
- Massage and facial. (Its been 123456789 years since i've done them.)
- A COMPLETE AND HAPPY FAMILY! (Sheesh, why do others have and i don't.)
- GCWN to wake up sooooooon! (CB, sleep so long. -.- Actually i don't know he what time then sleep lehh. =.-)
I'm working at daddy office next week. Until school open. Don't call me out! My bank have no more money. SHIT! I need to put back the money that i've spent on shopping and i still bloody owe karen $150! Snores. Why didn't i strike the damn 4D i bought last week. Arghs! -.- Screw life man, sucks to the core, i swear 123456789 times!
And and i'm someone who's afraid of commitment. Hohohos! Like obvious eh? -.- Anyways, i know bitches out there are bitching about me. Don't dare to say infront of my face ah. Sheesh. Dogs! Screw you! Your mother armpit got algae, your father dick got maggots and your pussy hole is as big as if a lorry just went through it. (:
OH! I think adp will lose to mel about the bet. Geez, sorry adp. ):
He said 'loveyou' to me last night. *Flys to heaven and parachuted down to earth.* But then again, can this two words be real? Hmmmmmmm. Guys are so hard to figure out. o:

He takes drugs, sniffs glue, smokes seesha, have nightlifes and is so different from me. Do i want to be involved with somebody like this? Or maybe he really loves me enough to change? Sheesh, forget it. Love alone cannot change anybody or anything. If it can, i'm long changed. No matter how hurtful love can get, humans still want to fall desperately in love. And the ending? No, not happily ever afters but hell. Love inflicts pain. So why are humans so stupid to fall into the trap? Geeez. I've seen too much divorces and break ups. And guess what, after all i said i still want to fall in love. Totally ironic, contradicting and no link. Yes, i've noticed that myself. There's a reason why i think i'm an alien right. Hohos.
P/s: I miss GCWN.
YIJING!: OH! If only our family is complete. Geez, it ain't complete and
daddy still treats me like a small kid! D:
passer: Broke off. It ain't confusing at all. Simple words to explain it
all, i'm single now. (:
Labels: Ashamed.
When you look me in the eyes
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