Wednesday, April 15, 2009
♥I think it's about time,
I'm so tired, so sleepy. ): All nic's fault! Call me wake up at 730 in the freaking morning. Prepared and mrt-ed to admiralty mrt meet him and jaron. Breakfast at foodcourt. Sth cute happen lahh sia. O: Then bus-ed back to jaron's hse. Nua-ed there until 1plus. Then mrt to woodland, 168 to tamp and 8 to TP. Nic went home halfway through the bus journey. Supposed to go for medical checkup one, then not enough time. Sheesh. Handed in my things for TP and then we bus-ed off to parkway. Had lunch/dinner at some kopitiam. Then bus-ed to zhenyang's hse. Jaron and zhenyang went swimming. And nic came to meet us. We two rotted there. Then after everything. Nic and jaron send me go parkway meet mummy and they went back to jaron's hse. Had dinner at Aston's with mummy. Cheap and good and full. Hohohos. Then chatted and bought cigg and cabb-ed home. Daddy's not home yet. I'm suddenly feeling moody, i don't know why. Big big sigh! ):
I'm not a fool, so don't treat me like one. I tried salvaging everything months ago. You turned your back against me, it hurted so deeply. And now its all too late, so save your energy. I'm not yours and neither are you mine anymore. I doubt that we were ever meant to be. Please stop playing with my emotions, they're hanging on a thin line. Breakable at any slightest weight. And from now onwards, i'll be very very careful to whom i'm entrusting my heart with. It's just too fragile, broken once and never twice. I won't get myself stuck in the whirlpool of love anymore. I gave up on love long ago..
P/s: Put the pieces of my heart back together again.
Audrey: Hello my love.
Labels: to bring an end to these pain.
When you look me in the eyes
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