You've always been a part of me, {♥}

Thursday, April 02, 2009

♥Turn round the corner,

An overseas number called me today, i picked up. The voice sounded so familiar, yet i can't recognize it. You told me who you are and where you were calling from, i had many many mixed feelings inside of me. Surprise, elated, relief, shock and all the feelings are positive. Yes, you're calling me all the way from thailand. My dear, we're 1926km away from each other. Yet i feel you, so close in my heart. What's this called? I had been thinking about you and you called me, talk about the devil eh. I seriously feel so stupid when talking to you, i don't know what am i supposed to say or ask. Laughs. You wanted me to hear this thai song, am i getting your feelings wrong? I hope not, because the song speaks my heart. Baby, let's start all over again alright? You've played enough outside, i've also played enough outside. Its time to go back like the past. I hope that i'm not fooling myself again this time round. I hope what i thought it is, is what you've been thinking. I really missed you alot for past 3months. I really missed the 315days tgt. If possible, i swear that as long as we're tgt everything will be like the past. No more wilfulness, no more irresponsibility. You do know how much i need you, right baby? I love you. You had been a part of me, and you'll always be a part of me till i die. (: Maybe what i'm saying here is very messy or sth, but i just wanna express what i want you to know through here. So dearest, i love you very very much. If its the past, i would say it as i love you 10,000,000 times! Honey, i've tried so hard so hard, but you're like etched in my heart ever so deeply. Unable to erase. I wish that in your heart, i'm also etched deeply in it. I'm really glad that you didn't forget me, i was so afraid that you would. If time can rewind, i swear that i won't make that same mistake. If only you would give our love another chance, believe in our love one last, i would do everything that i can to leave no regrets behind. This i promise you. Will you let me back into your heart once again, bring the colour back into my life, light up the darkest nights for me? Lastly, trust me this time. I'm true to you.

kam waa rak man glaai bpen foon bpai laew
The word love, it's turning into dust already
a-rai tee wang gor pang bpai dtang naan laew
Whatever that's been hoped for, it's shattered a long time ago.
dtae chee-wit mai roo tam-mai man yang kong kaang kaa jai
Yet life, I don't know why, it still remains in my heart
mai mee wan dai tee chan mai jot jam
Never a day that I'll forget.
gap kam waa rak yang jam daai yoo sa-mer
The word love, I still remember it always.
lap dtaa took krang yang jer ter yoo dtrong nee
Everytime I close my eyes, I still see you here.
kwaam kem kaeng tee chan kao jai on ae long took naa tee
The strength that I know of feebly lessens every minute,
yoo dee-dee jai gor rong-hai eek krang
all of a sudden, my heart cries again.
yang kit teung ter leua gern dai-yin mai
Still missing you alot, can you hear me?
ter yang yoo nai hua jai kong chan
You're still living in my heart.
kom dtaa non took keun yang fan yang hen waa rao rak gan
I force myself to sleep every night, still dream of, still see that we're still in love.
ter yoo tee nai kit teung ter
Where are you? I miss you.
chaat nee mai mee sit jer jop laew gor kao jai
I don't have the right to see you in this life, it's over, I understand.
dtae ja hai tam yang ngai meua nai hua jai yang jot jam
But what am I suppose to do? When my heart still recalls.
kam waa rak yang por hai dtor chee-wit
The word love is still good enough to move on in life,
yang tam hai kit teung wan gao-gao lao nan
still makes me think of those good old days.
daai dtae wang leuk-leuk nai jai
I can only hope deep inside my heart,
ja mee baang mai sak wan
Will there ever be a day?
sing tee dee-dee lao nan ja glap maa
Where those good things will come back.
yang kit teung ter leua gern dai-yin mai
Still missing you alot, can you hear me?
ter yang yoo nai hua jai kong chan
You're still living in my heart.
kom dtaa non took keun yang fan yang hen waa rao rak gan
I force myself to sleep every night, still dream of, still see that we're still in love.
ter yoo tee nai kit teung ter
Where are you? I miss you.
chaat nee mai mee sit jer jop laew gor kao jai
I don't have the right to see you in this life, it's over, I understand.
tae ja hai tam yang ngai meua nai hua jai mee dtae ter
But what am I suppose to do, when my heart only has you in it?

P/s: Don't get too far away from me, i'll feel uncomfortable.

YIJING!: Lameee! -.- What or who is PS? Snores.
-benJi: Sorry benji! Hahas, its april fool's day. We all had fun, so come
on. Don't angry lahh. Treat you eat sweet. :D

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