Tuesday, June 23, 2009
♥What will i become,
I don't want you go in, so i'll be parying hard.
Its not confirmed yet, but i feel fucking shag and moodless since i knew about it.
If say touch wood you go in, i'll be outside waiting for you. (:
If say touch wood you got probation, change me send you home okays? (:
If say nothing happens, i'll be the happiest one. :DDD
I don't know what procedure have to be done to know the outcome. I'm a noob, yes, your idiot girlf.
Need go court one ah? I never attend court session before. :/
Okay Yiling, you're side tracking already. Shut your nonsense and stop letting your imagination run wild.
This is so so random. Tsk.
But AlvinChngWeeKiat, i love you very very much.
Somehow when i first saw you, i was attracted to you. But the thought of us being tgt never struck me. Second time i saw you, i belonged to you. Though things went fast and haywire, i knew at that point you still weren't interested in me. But i know that i had feelings for you, so i bet on it. And it turned out, we should be tgt. And then things went very very wrong, we almost couldn't make it. But i didn't give up. And we came through it, so its heaven's sign that we're meant to be tgt. You're a gift from above, to let me learn to love and cherish. I know that the road ahead will be long and tough, but we'll endure all hardships and last. How long had it been since i last called someone my hubby? How long had it been since someone told me that he wants to marry me? How long had it been since i've practiced the word 'faithful'? Now my everything is you. So tell me love, what's going to happen if one day you suddenly tell me you don't love me anymore? My world would come crashing down on me and suffocate me to death. ILY, 2ndJune. I know you're unlike all the other guys, you're different. 9 more days.
Btw, my head hurts fucking alot now.
Whats with my life, it just sucks to the core lahh. Want go out, also must like dog like that. Zzz. Fuck my life upside down, i have school tmr. Un-awesomely big bummer. I think i'm used to staying home, going out makes me somehow sian? But with Bi, its another story already. ;)
L.Yiling really needs to chill now, she's like going to burst soon. Tsk. How how how? Tell me how to stop thinking rubbish? Zzz.
This blog post like never ending one, lols. I don't know why but i need to feel that i'm loved and cared for. If not, i'll be like thinking anyhow one. Omg omg omg, i have no fucking idea what i'm saying, what i'm thinking. Yiling is going to die soon, thats why she's behaving like a crazy woman now. Don't mind her. Goodnight all aliens. She needs to wake up early for school tmr, don't disturb her ah.
One last thing, although i gave permission for Bi to pg somehow, it makes me feel sad that he even want to ask me. I know he's stressed, just like me. But i still feel pain when he doesn't feel like keeping his promises. So Bi, will you one day don't feel like keeping your promise of loving only me? Geez, I suddenly want g to p also. :/
P/s:
-What's the use of loving wholeheartedly when you know that love won't stay forever?
-What's the point of loving so deeply when you know that love will die one day?
-Why put in so much effort into love when it'll all go to waste?
-Why love when it'll all end up in heartache?
aloy/squirrel: Hi aloysif, i met you okays! Lols.
Dorothy: Hahas, photocopy means paikia paikia kind or? And of cause i'm so
cute lahh! Hahas.
Leeling: Hello! Yes, i remember you lahh! :D
passerby: Obviously i'm straight since i have a BOYFRIEND right?
Hahas.
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